Stranger Than Fiction

[Hg Rising] — 07/30/2022
Fancy robot spider

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
Yep

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
But II BLUD is my favorite

[Hg Rising] — 07/30/2022
the creepy fat guy? xD

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
Yep
Just because it’s cool and looks and ready a yugioh troll/crappypasta we’re Ii blud was a non existent ghost type card

[Hg Rising] — 07/30/2022
Interesting

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
Yeah, it’s a joke but the card looked cool

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
I’m gonna go buy some sleeves for those cards

[Hg Rising] — 07/30/2022
Good plan, gotta protect your favorites

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
Ye.
Plus this takes me back when I was I kid I made this crappy card that was basically cyloptic centipede scorpion hybrid
Might actually remake that creature but with actually ok stats

[Hg Rising] — 07/30/2022
lol gonna make your own ey? You got anyone to play with?

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
Nah, just made them for fun

[Hg Rising] — 07/30/2022
fair

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
Well finished making the remake of the creature
[Image or a crudely drawn centipede scoprion]

[Hg Rising] — 07/30/2022
Very nice!

[Fugu Fish] — 07/30/2022
Thanks

[Hg Rising] — 08/01/2022
Good, just about to log off for the night tho

[Fugu Fish] — 08/01/2022
Alrighty have a good night

[Hg Rising] — 08/01/2022
thank, you too!

[Hg Rising] — 08/04/2022
I'm alright, in a meeting. How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 08/09/2022
I'm alright, how are you?

[Fugu Fish] — 08/09/2022
Officially addicted to crab rangoon thanks to pagan min

[Hg Rising] — 08/09/2022
lmao

[Fugu Fish] — 08/09/2022
Yep now I’ll never get enough even after I ate some I’ll never get enough

[Hg Rising] — 08/09/2022
Been like that with sandwiches for me lately. Been making them on giant bread loafs with lots of lettuce and avacado and cheese and red wine vinegar n stuff

[Fugu Fish] — 08/09/2022
Nice

[Fugu Fish] — 08/09/2022
I kinda wanna see a [Friend's Story World] x Hell’s Kitchen crossover

[Hg Rising] — 08/09/2022
lmfao
[Friend's Character] as gordon ramsay

[Fugu Fish] — 08/09/2022
Or Gordon Ramsay as an infernape chef that yelling at [Friend's Character] about her cookies

[Hg Rising] — 10/10/2022
Hello

[Fugu Fish] — 10/10/2022
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 10/10/2022
I'm alright, how are you?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/10/2022
Craving a special kind of meat

[Hg Rising] — 10/10/2022
"a special kind of meat"

[Fugu Fish] — 10/10/2022
Fresh fugu fish
Aka poisonous puffer fish

[Hg Rising] — 10/10/2022
ooo sounds fun
no idea where you get that

[Fugu Fish] — 10/10/2022
Maybe Japan
Plus it’s a food version of Russian roulette
But now fugu is prepared by professional chefs
Well you have a good night

[Hg Rising] — 10/10/2022
lmao you too

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Helloooo

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Is ok if I vent/ tell ya something

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Sure what's up?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
I hate [Person X]

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
lmao fair enough

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
I hate everything about him and he’s the reason why I’m bitter and resentful to everything even to friends who care for me

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
That's pretty bitter, what'd he do?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
He played somewhere over the rainbow thinking that’s gonna help after losing a friendship with [Person Y] and had the nerve to say be like mr Rogers or bob Ross
So it’s been 4 years and I never want to let it go

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
That is a very deep hatred
Why'd you lose the friendship with [Person Y]

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
I don’t wanna talk about it

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Alrighty then

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
But now all I wish is [Person X] to get ran over by a combine harvester

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
That's fair. Where even do you see them, I don't think they're like on [Friend]'s server or anything

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
I used to have a tumblr and seeing some stuff there hurts worse than getting shot by a 44 magnum

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
can't u like block them, or are there extensions
thought there were extensions to help block people like that
Can really help to distance yourself, cus the last thing you want is bein around them. They don't deserve your time for real yo

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
I deleted my tumblr and I view therapy as a scam.

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
I mean, gettin off tumblr is a good way to distance yourself too

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It doesn’t matter how many sites I block them my heart will never heal
Plus I hate my own birthday because it’s the day after [Person Y]s’s. So now I binge eat and fake being happy
I needed to let that off

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
pats

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It’s hard for me to let stuff go
Now I’m forever internally broken
Food and alcohol are the only thing keeping me in this world.

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
hopefully it's good food and good alcohol

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Usually I eat more bulk foods like burgers, pizza, tacos, chips and etc and drink beer, or anything to numb the pain
Eventually I’ll just become another Nikacado avocado gourging on high fat foods till my systems no longer works
Yeah, I let all my hopes and dreams to burn. Because it’s easier to let my hopes die rather than to live them out
Yeah, I vent alot.

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
I mean, that's a very strong hatred for the dude to destroy your hopes and dreams like that

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
No I destroyed my own hopes and dreams because they’ll just hold me back
So now food, alcohol and video games are the only joy I have left
But I’ll need to stop for the time being. So how are you?
Can we keep this just you and me?
But well recently I’m currently taking therapy trying to get it over.

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Yeah, of course! [Hg's Note: Hint, I did not do that]
I'm doing alright, just another Tuesday night.

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Well for me it’s my Friday

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Eyyyy couple days off then

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Yeah, I’m a overnight stocker at Walmart

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Not bad

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It pays good, I usually listen to my music or creepypasta readings

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Bet that's fun, not a lot of people in the store and stuff so you get the floor all to yourself

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Yep, plus I made a few friends during the shift

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Eyyyy so it's not all doom and gloom for ya, get to hang out with your work buddies

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Yep me and one my work buds got some scotch burgers and just hung out.

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Scotch burger, like scotch egg?
Or scotch whiskey?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
No like scotch whiskey and burgers

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Very good, classy

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Yep, plus I’m a man of my word.
But I’m sad because I can’t obtain a Chrysler 300 crown edition

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
how come
I know nothing about cars lol

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It’s a video game car in the crew 2 and it’s a summit car and I can’t seem to improve score in some of the events

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Oof, hate that. Sometimes it's just about puttin in that repetitive practice or whatever, sometimes you get lucky and just hit that like
perf score

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Yeah, and now I’m gonna listen to lucid dreams by juice wrld because I’m so close to obtain that car and yet it’s so hard to improve and I try everything.

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Good luck yo

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
No I gave up. When I say I listen to lucid dreams that my give up song

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Oh
rip

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Because the event is gonna end soon
It’s at least a good song. Rip juice wrld.
I also hate December because the radio plays the same goddamn Christmas songs on loop 24/7

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
lmao you'd hate me, I've been listening to Christmas music since July
I am festive

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
If you like Christmas music that’s fine. But I prefer stuff like Hollywood undead, offspring, rob zombie, twisted metal soundtrack
Wanna see a vehicle that’ll make me happy if it was real?

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Sure

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
[Image of a bulldozer]

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Neat looking bulldozer

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It’s from a game called carmageddon
Basically a middle finger to drive safe psa. Because you’re encouraged to run over pedestrians, smash your enemies and reduce everything and anything to scrap. The original game was gonna be a death race tie in game but the license fell so made it to its own thing.

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
lmao fair enough
kinda like GTA or something

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It’s like gta before it became popular and you can’t leave your vehicle but if you smash a car you can unlock/ kinda car jack it

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It’s a game that also gives you some very barebones lore
Whatcha been up too?

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Not much, lots of work mostly. Chilling in the evening, mini painting, watching tv n stuff.

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Cool. I’m also kinda excited for re village dlc but the duke broke my heart

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Not sure what that is either lol, guess I'm outta the loop

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Resident evil village.
There’s a dlc coming soon

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
Ahhhhhhh, I don't do zombies. xD that probably why lol

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
It’s alright
Well what’s your favorite [Friend's Story World] character?

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
[Character X]
[Character X] is husbando

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Me [Character Y]. I will protect [Character Y] with a goddamn minigun

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
awww ye, she cute too

[Fugu Fish] — 10/11/2022
Plus she’s the most huggable [profession]
Well you have a good one

[Hg Rising] — 10/11/2022
You too!

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Hello

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Ok, watching some youtube

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
That’s good
I’m craving something special

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
something special?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Let’s just say it’s a very controversial kind of meat

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Is it fugu fish again

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
No even more fucked up
I want to eat live maggots

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Kinda gross but you do you I guess

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Yeah, I still hate [Person X]
Because of him I’m never gonna be happy again

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Well, that's no good.

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Well never being happy is both his fault and my choice
Give me a good reason why I should be happy.?

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Cus being miserable kinda sucks and ain't no one got time for that shit?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Eh, I just fake happy while I’m slowly dying from the inside
Sorry I’m just not feeling good emotionally
And mentally

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Gotta find an outlet for that m8. You got your cars.

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
They won’t fix my internal damaged

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
That's kinda life, we all gotta carry our own baggage yo

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Yeah, if you need me I’m going to eat a piece of raw beef

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Enjoy homie

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
You have a good one then
Btw it’s my weekend

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
You too, enjoy your weekend.

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
I won’t because it’s almost November the month of pain for me

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
f

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
September is also a sad month

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
it's october tho

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Last year a close friend passed from cancer and this year our dog passed. on September

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
sucks

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
I just usually bottle it all up until I’m somewhere private

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
and then you eat raw beef?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Eh, no it’s just something stupid I say to numb a lot of my pain

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
just lashing out then

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Pretty much
Sometimes I wish I never met them at all

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
You meet people, you learn from it, you learn what to avoid moving forward.

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Yeah
Sometimes I wished I can disappear not die but not be on this planet anymore

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
yeh sometimes it suck like that

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
I guess
I hate snow with a burning passion

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Yeah, it's awkward and slippery

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
I nearly died from it once
I was driving home i nearly crashed into a goddamn telephone pole. Like I wanted to die but on my own terms

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
yeah i spun out once in it too
gotta be extra careful with it

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Plus it makes me depressed
Plus therapy is a scam

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
y'all said that last time

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Just me being a broken record

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
y'all need another hobby like data moshing or something

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
I done many hobbies and non of them help
I sometimes feel like Trevor Phillips from gta 5

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
not familiar

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Have ya heard of gta?

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
Think I played... four? Maybe?
the russian one

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
He’s the deranged Canadian who gets angry at anyone hell he attacked military personal because they mocked him
He also killed a character from four, ate “left overs” literally killed the competition
He’s also my favorite character

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
interesting

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Yeah, plus he has the best quotes out of anyone. My personal favorite is “that is entirely your fault” it happens if you honk your car horn and hit a random vehicle behind

[Fugu Fish] — 10/19/2022
Well you have a good one

[Hg Rising] — 10/19/2022
You too

[Fugu Fish] — 10/21/2022
You should call the authorities cause they can handle the situation

[Server User B] — 10/21/2022
Notify authorities
Ensure entrances to your place of living are properly locked
He probably followed you home on the grocery day
Get pepper spray
If you have reason to believe he's an active threat to your safety you could spray him

[Fugu Fish] — 10/21/2022
Or also get a taser/ stun gun

[Fugu Fish] - 10/25/2022
I hate the month of November

[Server User] — 10/25/2022
You know why I hate November, because it means October is over

[Fugu Fish] - 10/25/2022
I hate November for a deeper reason
It’s the day my happiness died and my resentment to the world came. It’s a month that also means winter is basically here.

[Fugu Fish] — 10/25/2022
So I’ll be offline throughout the month of November.

[Server User] — 10/25/2022
Oof
Well at least there’s still a few days left of October

[Hg Rising] — 10/25/2022
November means its Pre-Christmas which is the best. Ho Ho Ho everyone

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
Hello

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
ok, painting

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Cool
I still hate [User]

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
still a defining personality trait of yours?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Yeah, it’s something I’m stuck with and others get used to it
Because it’s apart of my life like how male angler fish is in a parasitic relationship
With a female angler fish

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
should probably get that looked at m8 parasitism usually ain't wanted

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Well angler fish do it all the time and we don’t interfere with em
That’s a reason why I hate November

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
because of angler fish

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
No I’m a not good at making sense
Angler fish are badass [User] ruined my emotional state of life

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
well nothin you can really do about that I guess

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Yep, it’s gonna be immortalized as the day my happiness in life died

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
rest in pepperonis

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Yep
Well for me there is nothing worth living
But yet I’m still alive because I don’t want to hurt others

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
good, keep on not hurting others

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Yet I’m basically just a zombie a sad sad zombie
Who will never Rest In Peace

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
so who is [Character]

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
My lycanroc oc
She’s a very sweet and compassionate midnight Lycanroc and will try to make everyone happy
She’s gentle. Tho she’s also very lewd

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
fair, she looks cute
what does she do

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
She does have tattoos on her butt and she does lots of no lube anal
Here’s some examples
[Pornography]
[Pornography]
[Pornography]
She’s a female lean bisexual

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
[Artist's Handle]
not familiar with that artist

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Yep, he’s great guy friends with him on Twitter

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
[Character] is also into doing Anal bottomless due to her being from a lesbian prison

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
lmao she's an inmate?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Yep she had to wear an orange midriff top due to low amount of prison orange suits. And that place midriff basically means her ass is open 24/7 365 days a year
She was there for 2 years

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
well thats wild what did she do to get locked up

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
She attempted to speed past a school bus with the stop sign out on a double yellow line on a motorcycle.
She was 19 at the time

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
damn a hardened criminal, that's disgusting

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
No that prison did break her both her ass and her mind
Mainly her ass

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
[Character] is a vegetarian

[Hg Rising] — 10/26/2022
she learned this in prison?

[Fugu Fish] — 10/26/2022
Yeah, after an inmate shoved a whole turkey up her ass she can’t eat meat without thinking about shoving it up her ass

[Hg Rising] — 10/31/2022
Hello

[Fugu Fish] — 10/31/2022
Happy Halloween

[Hg Rising] — 10/31/2022
Merry Christmas

[Fugu Fish] — 10/31/2022
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 10/31/2022
Ok, just finished lunch, then back to workin

[Fugu Fish] — 10/31/2022
Alright I’m kinda pissed lost my fucking house key

[Hg Rising] — 10/31/2022
rip hopefully you got an extra or somethin, or it turns up somewhere

[Fugu Fish] — 10/31/2022
It was in my truck and then it disappeared
Like permanently gone
Good luck at work

[Hg Rising] — 10/31/2022
thanks

[Fugu Fish] — 10/31/2022
Np

[Hg Rising] — 10/31/2022
y'all sure it didn't fall down some place, like between a seat or something

[Fugu Fish] — 10/31/2022
I’ll check later if not I’ll see if I can an extra cut

[Server User A] — 11/1/2022
Ok

[Server User B] — 11/1/2022
Take care

[Server User C] — 11/1/2022
Take care, don't eat anything bigger than your head. Wise advice.

[Fugu Fish] — 11/1/2022
I will

[Server User A] — 11/1/2022
Or do

[Server Admin] - 11/10/2022
arent you supposed to be offline the entire month of november

[Fugu Fish] - 11/10/2022
It's just a one day of interaction

[Server Admin] - 11/10/2022
k

[Server User A] — 12/01/2022
Welcome back!

[Fugu Fish] — 12/01/2022
Thanks how’s everyone been throughout November?

[Server User B] — 12/01/2022
Welcome back
I had the flu at the beginning of the month

[Fugu Fish] — 12/01/2022
Ah

[Server User C] — 12/01/2022
Kinda slow not much happening honestly
Aside from Pokémon of course

[Fugu Fish] — 12/01/2022
Neat

[Server User D] — 12/01/2022
Where did you go

[Fugu Fish] — 12/01/2022
One month break from discord

[Server User D] — 12/01/2022
Ok

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022
howdy

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022
alright, wrapped up my holiday shopping, on vacation. Coastin through to the new year at this point.

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022
Nice nice

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022
yeh

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022
I wished I was covered in head to toe in bugs.

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022
You wished, so you changed your mind and want something else now?
Darn, I had the dump truck full of bugs all lined up and everything

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022
Well I told my co workers if I die just throw me to a bunch of insects cause I want the only thing that kept me sane and I want my pretties to feast upon my rotting flesh
Tho I’m gonna get cremated when I die
I should really stop thinking about my own death.

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022
Yeah, kinda morbid
Then you just get all existential and start thinking about the afterlife or whatever. Really grates on your nerves.

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022
Well my version of the afterlife is basically you walk down a massive gallery of everything from bad to good and soon are given a car depending on how you view your life and how to treated others you can get either Ferrari or shitty rusted Honda with a broken gear stick

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022
Whatcha think you gonna get

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:00 PM
Well I’m a good person irl but also kinda deranged I dunno maybe a base challenger or ram 1500

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:00 PM
Decent cars

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:01 PM
Yep, but usually it depends. I know a close friend who passed just gotten picked up in a white and gold lambo

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:02 PM
Nice car, musta been a decent guy then

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:02 PM
She was a woman.
She was more than decent she was a close part of my family and well it always feel like good people die so soon while shitty people are fucking immortal

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:04 PM
It happens. Tho some good people live to spread it. We just tend to focus on the bad.
monke brain be like that

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:05 PM
I’ve also done a lot of near death experiences to the point I’m not even scared.
Well I’m scared but my first time was choking on a piece of meat

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:06 PM
Chewing usually helps with that

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:06 PM
I managed to save myself by punching my stomach. And I chewed up that spat out piece of meat because I’m not gonna waste my steak

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:08 PM
lmao

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:10 PM
Well I hate wasting food

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:20 PM
I also told everyone who tells me to be happy is I would rather play Russian roulette with a semi automatic
I hate every single month hell I even hate my own birthday

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:22 PM
Yeah you mentioned that with the whole november hiatus thing
how did that go
Didn't see you around much

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:22 PM
That’s because I’m still resentful to [Person] and he deserves to get ran the hell over

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:24 PM
Rip, what'd you even get up to anyway

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:24 PM
Nothing much mainly working playing video games.
Mainly violent games just to let my hatred out
Also gotten myself a sledgehammer

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:25 PM
Doing some home renovations, then?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 7:26 PM
Nah, I’m using a sledgehammer to just destroy stuff like watermelon, pumpkins and stuff.

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 7:29 PM
Fair. Probably spending a fortune on produce but I bet the local squirrels are probably happy

[Fugu Fish] — 12/09/2022 8:01 PM
Well it’s like therapy plus I enjoy making stuff go splat

[Hg Rising] — 12/09/2022 8:02 PM
fair enough, it can be satisfying

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
yo

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
I wished every dead by daylight killer brutally ended [Person]
But how are you?

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
Fine, painting robit
y'all change your name a lot

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Well it’s just because I gotta change things up

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
keepin things fresh but still stuck on [Person] smh

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Yeah
The day I’ll be happy again is when death comes knocking at my door
Because I’m emotionally dead

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
idk seems like u got anger n spite down as an emotion lol

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Well anger is the only way I keep warmth
I would rather drown in the sea of darkness than to see light

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
just make sure you eat enough carrots, I hear that'll help ya see in all that dark

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
If you need me I’m gonna go buy an anchor and rope

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
how much do anchors cost anyway
are they even on amazon

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Eh just the cheap 20 dollars one you can find at Walmart

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
yeh they don't look too expensive
they're just not really all that heavy anymore? They kinda changed how they designed those so they're more about like... wedging into the sand rather than like weight-based
more efficient like that

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022

My chest/ heart hurts

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
why's it doin that

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Hopefully a heart attack
Most likely heart burn

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
rip, can at least get some tums for that
delicious fruit flavors

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Nah, I’ll just eat full sticks of butter
Because now I’m never happy and the only thing stopping me is my endless hunger

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
get urself a delicious whopper from burger king
they got some new italian burgers i think
extra cheese sticks on there

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Those whoppers taste like scrap metal the impossible whopper is ok. Nothing can fill the empty cavity of my soul and heart

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
impossible whopper is good, but nothing beats the og whopper except the Angry Whopper.
God i wish they'd give that back

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
I would rather just have deathslinger shoot me in the head with his redeemer

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
idk i'd personally take the burger
makin myself hungry lol

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Alright deathslinger is from dead by daylight

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
idk it
don't generally play anything with "dead" in the name
or anything with zombies

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
It’s just you play as either survivor or killer
The killers have moris that are basically the most brutal ways to end the survivor
Oni for example will rip your fucking tongue out with his bear hands. Plague will puke on you and chant something about god to heal the sickness

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
yeh doesn't sound like my kinda game, honestly found it best to kinda stay away from those battle royale kinda games or whatever where you try and survive
lol youtube suggesting more burgers to me

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Eh I just love the lore I don’t care about gameplay

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
lore can be good
I'm workin on some lore for the robit i'm painting up

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Alright. I just wanna feel death’s cold touch or rot away in a morgue

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
I'm sure you'll get there eventually yo

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Hopefully sooner rather than later
Ok maybe I’ll stop on wishing death on myself

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
Oh, second thoughts?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Nah, just needed to stop cause it should’ve been personal

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
fair

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
If I die just put my body at an auto scrap yard we’re I at least can be with a car and it’s last moments

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
not sure the scrap people would like that, might mess with the recycling process

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Well im basically recycled just feed my rotting carcass to the bugs

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
you'll get there eventually

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
No, because I have nothing in life
I’m working at a dead end job, all my hopes are dead and [Person] ruined everything so I have nothing
Hell I fucking hate my own birthday now

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
yeh you mentioned that
y'all get anything for your birthday this year?
it was last month wasn't it?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
No it’s may 16 a day after mixality and it fucking hurts
My mental and emotional state so everything hurts with me
Hell I lie to myself things would get better but in reality it’s just keeps on getting worse and worse for me

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
how's it keep getting worse

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
My mental state because of [Person] and emotional pain. My mom doesn’t want me to live my dreams and wants me to stay home I have autism so military is no go and now I have nothing!
I don’t feel surprised if I end up like mother fucking Chris Chan so I’ll rather die than to live a legacy like that fat fuck
I really needed to let that out

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
fair, i guess

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Yeah, sorry had to vent that all out

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
i mean, you vent like that pretty often yo
y'all tried movin on from this [Person] and mix stuff, like you def got these two livin rent free in ur head for sure

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Mixality I feel guilt and [Person] is nothing but resentment and hatred

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
u feel but what u gonna do about it, it's been 4 years

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Nothing I’m just a sinking ship and there’s no point and saving it

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
sad

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Yep, plus losing my close friend also made my mental state worse
So yeah I’m nothing more than sad

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
rip, but the wallowing gotta be getting old four years on at this point I imagine?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Nope, it’s now apart of me and I keep what [Person] did as a reminder that a happy song can fuck a person up more than anything else.
I want him dead
Like from my mind not literally

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
just in ur fantasies

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
[idk a youtube video I didn't watch it]
This level of fantasy.
Yeah, I’m a very twisted but I’m very sweet person irl
Ngl I kinda wished I had what the video shows that level of shock therapy
Sorry it’s also very cold

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Well I do enjoy passimian
Well out of curiosity do you enjoy rp or snuggle?

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
idk it's been a while since I RP'd. I do play dnd with friends now and again. Did a few forums in college. But mostly I don't really get into it online anymore.

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Well if you are ok can we snuggle?
Well I was curious
Plus I’m kinda into erp time to time

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
Hmm not sure I'd be down for that. Feels kinda awkward, and I don't know you suuuuper well.
Y'all could probably join a roleplay server or something tho? I'm guessing you'd probably wanna rp as your Amber character?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Nah, I usually upload a pic and use that.
[Character] I do use time to time and she’s usually my go to icon if someone doesn’t like my current icon

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
who do you usually erp as lol?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
I just my [character] icon and I use a pic to get the erp started.

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
fair
idk, plenty of furry servers to find rp partners probably tho ye

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Eh, I don’t usually like rp servers too crowded and makes me feel uncomfortable

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
ah tru

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Plus you don’t know who’s on the rp servers so I don’t trust them
Or you have to pay or other kinds of stupid crap

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
yeah I guess
idk I don't rp so I dunno lol

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Yeah, when I do it’s usually short but fun

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
Nice, glad you enjoy that
if you like rping do you also just write?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
No
I find writing boring and my wrists hurt
Plus I’m not creative usually give up

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
rip that sucks

[Fugu Fish] — 12/15/2022
Yep, well I’m gonna nap cause there’s literally nothing

[Hg Rising] — 12/15/2022
Ok, see ya

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Hey how was your Xmas?

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
Was alright, got lots of nice, neat things. Had a good time with my gf and her sister. Very pleasant.
How was yours?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Alright, got my family their gifts, got drunk and played a lot of resident evil zero (fuck those leech men.) and enjoyed bluey. Also helped my neighbor since his car broke down

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
Sounds pretty eventful

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Yep. Bluey was more fun than doctor dead by daylight archives

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
Bluey's that like blue dog cartoon character thing right?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Yep, and the moments on that show hit like a truck and is surprisingly deep sometimes

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
neat

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
And a nice spoonful of wholesomeness better than the stuff I usually watch

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
Ya, sometimes you just need a lil wholesome content

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Yep. Plus the show’s memes made me genuinely laugh.

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
very good then ye

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Yee

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Plus it’s better than my usual mad doctor laughing while guy gets his toe nails ripped

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
yeh that doesn't sound like too much fun. I'd probably take the good cartoon lol

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
What I just said is a reference to that dbd video
Plus my beetle is coming

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
ur bettle?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
It’s a Xmas gift I bought for myself.

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
like the car?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
No the insect

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
ohhhh, like a neat one for your desk or somethin?

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Yeah, it’s kinda a transformer

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
neet

[Fugu Fish] — 12/27/2022
Yep
Well you have a good one

[Hg Rising] — 12/27/2022
You too!

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
hello, [Fugu's at-the-time extremely generic username]

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Eh
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
I'm ok, just answering some emails and stuff

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Pretty alright, wished [User] died from a heart attack
Sorry that’s just some steam built up

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
lol

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
But I still hate him. Is [User] a male?

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
I don't know, I don't really talk with them much
Their character's a girl I think?

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Well I still hate him. Well idc
Because of [User] I’m an alcoholic at the age of 17
Just needed to vent it
Because i wished he died

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
well, they still around n not much you can do about it. just gotta live with it I guess

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
That or eat a lot until I choke or get a heart attack myself

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
you could do that but I think you just sayin you wanna die outta anger or somethin so u wont

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
With me you don’t know I’m like a roulette table you’ll never know

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
nah we had this discussion a while back

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Yeah

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
sides, with a roulette table, you always know the house always wins.

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
I don’t really want to move on I just want to let my own emotional and mental health be destroyed and destroy everything in my path until i crush him
That even means to destroy all my friendships just to destroy him
I guess that’s why I’m not really happy about life

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
you have pledged yourself to the path of destruction, and yet it is so hollow. you attempt to revel in the chaos, but it just doesn't fit right.

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Yeah
Most likely I’m just gonna drink booze until I can’t feel anything.

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
definitely an option to you for sure

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Or just become emotionally dead
I don’t have any career options because of my goddamn autism and if I slowly become Chris Chan I’m fucking killing myself
[User] ruined everything
Don’t you dare say I need professional therapy because they’re a fucking scam

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
Yeah, you've said that one before, too.

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
It’s all his fault because he should’ve played a sad song but instead he played fucking somewhere over the goddamn rainbow
And had the nerve to say be like me Rodgers or bob ross. I hope he fucking falls into a wood chipper
If you need me I need at least 10 minutes to cry

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
Ok, see ya

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
[Two Hours Later] Back from my crying session

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
how did it go

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Just had a emotional breakdown

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
Awww well thats no fun
got some catharsis out of it tho?

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Yeah, but I’ve calmed down I don’t know what the fuck that is

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
Well, welcome back all the same

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Yeah, but Bluey episode sleepy time and rug island had me crying because how beautiful those episodes are
https://youtu.be/yrYa0TQuODs

[Hg Rising] — 01/05/2023
Haven't seen em, but I guess good for u for enjoyin them ye

[Fugu Fish] — 01/05/2023
Yee

[Hg Rising] — 01/07/2023
hello

[Fugu Fish] — 01/07/2023
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 01/07/2023
aight, chillin, doin some lil chores around the house

[Fugu Fish] — 01/07/2023
I kinda wished leeches drained every ounce of blood I have
Don’t ask

[Hg Rising] — 01/07/2023
i wont

[Fugu Fish] — 01/07/2023
It’s just something both fucked up yet interesting I wanna learn

[Hg Rising] — 01/07/2023
leech wrangling?

[Fugu Fish] — 01/07/2023
No
Just something I wanna learn

[Hg Rising] — 01/07/2023
ok then

[Fugu Fish] — 01/07/2023
Yep

[Fugu Fish] — 01/07/2023
Well I’ll just eat lunch regret my life watch bluey then sleep

[Hg Rising] — 01/07/2023
Ok, enjoy your lunch, regret, bluey, and nap

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Howdy

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
How are you?

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Doing ok, in a meeting. How are you? It's been a while.

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
Actually been better and doing more hobbies to keep my mind at ease

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Eyyy that's good to hear!

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
Yep, now I’m mainly just been collecting transformers

Hg Rising — 07/12/2023
Not a bad thing to collect. Plenty of fancy ones out there.

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
Maybe later wanna see a delphox femboy with beads? Yep

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
with beads?

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
Well anal beads

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
ah

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
So wanna see it later?

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Sure

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
[Yup]
[That's porn alright]

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Who's the artist?

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
Pandashorts

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Don't think I know them
Not a bad style tho

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
Alright.
I usually enjoy using the image for rps

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Fun

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
Yep. Wanna give one a go someday?

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
Mmm probably not. Not much of a roleplayer.

[Fugu Fish] — 07/12/2023
It’s alright. You have a good day

[Hg Rising] — 07/12/2023
you too